A little bit a sass<3

OOOOk. I am currently doing about 25 things at once, but hey whatevaa.

Loretta gave me a shirt today cause she never wears it and it's hawt,(I mean it came from her so it could be nothing less), and I am making un collage para mi amiga.

I SHOULD be studying for AP Euro but...nah.<3

Lata...<3

Kelley's birthday is today YAY!

Allison's is in 16 more days WOOP.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Party Boy Song~Jackass

Note: The usher at church eats it. Such a holy person I am! This fat ass guy is playing the drums and his face looks like a stuffed turkey. I wrote my article today for the paper, which came out gr8 :) I think...? lol

The time is now 9 O CLOCK. Question, what do you think of cow tipping?

Some fucker stole my AP LIT NOTEBOOK and JOHNNY DEPP is IN THERE so GIVE IT BACK or I will EAT YOUR SOUL.
;) k.

I bought a seat-belt belt which is HAWT<3

Iron Man is an amazing song! YES.

Bye.

Current Mood: moody
Current Music: Iron Man by Black Sabbath

Wow. These last days have been tremendously bad. I'm not going to break down though, I refuse to.

Right now I'm doing my project for 1984 because I have nothing else to do, nowhere else to go, and no one else to talk to except to this live journal.

I love how people disappear, that's great! :D Not.

So Ta-ta for now, I will continue on with my studies.

<3 Me

Current Mood: nervous

Name: Jane
Do you like it: I do
Nicknames: screw OPP, I'm PC :] or Janie
Age: 98
Birthday: December 2, YAY
Sign: Sag
School: What a joke!
Status: not available, very taken
Crush: some boy named Anthony, was that his name?
Natural hair color: Strawberry-Blonde
Current hair color: see above
Eye color: the color of the ocean
Height: 5'9 and a quarter
Bra size: negative digits<3

Parents: correctomundo
Siblings: uno
Live with: see above

[ favorites ]

Number: 88
Color: twitch, I know you're laughing and we both know what it is!
Day: none lol
Month: Sweet November
Song: "Name" by the goo goo dolls
Movie: Girl Interrupted, anything with Jim Carrey
Food: mostly all of it ;x
Band: blink 182, the goo goo dolls, the USED
Season: fall
Sport: extreme ping pong
Class: Span & Lit
Teacher: Mrs. P & Mrs. S
Drink: diet snapple
Veggie: erm?
TV Show: DARIA
Radio Station: 92.3
Store: Joyce Leslie
Word: shashashasha
Animal: you
Flower: the ones u save on the side of the road
State: her.

[number]

of times i have had my heart broken: once.
of hearts i have broken: erm. one
of girls i have kissed: none
of continents i have lived in: one
of tight friends: 300ish
of scars on my body: a lot

[ this or that ]

Me/You: me!
Coke/pepsi: DOWN WITH BOTH
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: AIM<3 HI KATHY! TWITCH
Cd/cassette: cd. less effort
Dvd/vhs: dvd
Jeans/khakis: jeans <33
Car/truck: big pink jeep
Tall/short: tall, we are whatsup! short ppl are nice too though
Lunch/dinner: dessert :)
NSYNC/BSB: Allison know's my answer
Britney/Christina: britney's hot. christinas a slut but that's cool too so idk ashlee own's them both
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lip gloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Alcohol/Weed: negative to both

[who do you want to...]

Kill: haha twitch every1? no um like no1's worth it
Slap: oh wow. lol
Get Really Wasted With: lol
Get High With: no1
Look Like: who knows
Talk To Offline: my people
Talk To Online: whoever

[in the morning I am: asleep
[all I need is: pink<3
[love is: :)
[I'm afraid of: Clayton and Allison know
[i dream about: weirdo junk


[ love and relationships ]

Do you have a bf/gf: yess
Do you have a crush: johnny depp
how long have you liked him/her: who cares
Why do you like this person: duh!
If you're single... why are you single: nerp
If you're not single... give details: it's a coo ass relationship I'm in w/ my babe
How long was your shortest relationship: 3 months
Who was your first love: Andrew

[ the past ]

What is the one thing you would change about your past: everything
Last thing you heard: bye
Last thing you said: I'm fine
Who is the last person you saw: lol
Who is the last person you kissed: Anthony
Who is the last person you hugged: Mrs. S
Who is the last person you fought with: Anthony
Who is the last person you were on the phone with: Mommy
What is the last TV show you saw: real world
What is the last song you heard: I will remember you

[ the present ]

What are you wearing: anti-smoking tee and shorts
What are you doing: typing.
Who are you talking to: neg people
What song are you listening to: my own melody lol
Where are you: where do you think I am
Are you online: no i am a magician.
How are you feeling: tired...

[ future ]

What are you going to do after this: sleep
Who are you going to talk to: babyboo & ali
Where are you going to go: homecoming dance
How old will you be when you graduate: like 12
What do you wanna be: broadcast journalist
Where will you be in 25 years: alive

[ have you ever ]

Drank: once
Smoked: never
Had sex: lol
Stolen: check
Done anything illegal: check
Wanted to die: check
Hit someone: check

[ other ]

Do you write in cursive or print: print
Are you a lefty or a righty: righto
What is your sexual preference: anthony all the time every time
What piercings do you have: ears
Any tattoos: NO
Do you drive: not legally
Do you have glasses or braces: glasses
Did you like this survey: yea


[ physical appearance ]

What do you most like about your body: my amazing sexyness
How many fillings do you have: 0
Do you think you're good looking: not as hot as u
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking: loretta does lol
Do you look like any celebrities: charlize theron? cameron diaz?

[ fashion ]

Do you wear a watch: no!
How many coats and jackets do you own: alot i love jackets
Favorite pants/skirt color: pink<3
Most expensive item of clothing: pink<3
Most treasured: pink<3
What kind of shoes do you wear: dance shoes
Describe your style in one word: original

Current Mood: moody

I never have tried sushi, but somehow it doesn't look too yummy in comparison to say, McDonalds!

Most people have these live or dead or semi-vegtable journals and they have backgrounds and clicker shits but mine is mad awesome anyway.

I saw my baby tonight :O) In love<3

Loretta is seriously so much like me it's awesome! I love her and can't wait to see where our friendship goes because it's already great!

Yeah so, I'm sexy and goodnight...<3

Current Mood: exhausted

You're my waterfall of happiness and each day I breathe you in.
Sweep me off the floor now darling, you are nothing but a sin.

Today was boring again and while I want something new and exciting to happen, I have realized I can't depend on anyone. It pisses me off but at the same time I understand, it's just the way the world works. Everyone is preoccupied with their own problems, so why dwell on my own?

It's pathetic how similar everything and everyone is.

It's not that anyone did anything specifically to me today, but I am still kind of in shock about what was said to me about 2 days ago. It makes me laugh and want to cry all at the same time.

I guess I'll bury myself in my homework, at least that never lets me down.

*Allison is a good friend to me, however.
*Anthony is my baby, I want to see him tonight.

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Metallica~One

Nothing extraordinary or exciting happened today. I have a lot on my mind but don't want to get into it...I guess I should go write my paper for Lit.

Current Mood: moody

Yes... TODAY I SEE JENNYPO0. She drives an Escada, which sounds very cool, so we shall roll on over the willowbrook and hang out for the first time in actual YEARS. lol

I know we're going to have a great time! =) At 6 I have to go talk to 8th grade children and tell them to join my youth group, so they will listen or I will chase them down and fling donuts at them TWITCH.

I have imperative ish I should be doing, but NAH

Clay just rang me, I guess he figured out he wants to LIVE.

i miss anthonykins... :( my poor babe he probably didn't pack his sweatshirt awe...he better come home okay, I hope he's having a good time.

Talk to you later skillets<3
Pink Lady

Yeah so, lot's of shiz has been going down lately. My vagina like ruptured but I am still alive and my ovaries are peachy. My X-country doesn't miss me at all and they def. didn't give 2 shits, U-Del's "perspective students" were hilarious, and Allison and I got stuck in a monsoon. By the way, she is GOING to get in =]. There's this crazy mofo moth in here and I'm plotting it's death, twitch. Other then those peaches, today was peachy FANTASAMASTIC.

I spent the day with my one and only :) ALI POO

Yet, today is drawing to a close and it is time for beddy byes.

I shall see Anthony in my dreams, cause he's away :( for the weekend. He better call me soon or I will bit his nips off. LOL

Yeah, so almost died on Monday. Five more hours and I would have been a goner. Thank you to Kelley and Allison for being especially nice and for BEING THERE, you'll never know how much that means to me.

Don't feel like writing, stitches hurt.

Peace out bitches

"... but there's just a lot of water underneath this bridge I've burned and there's no use in back-tracking around the corners I have turned, still I guess some things we bury are just bound to rise again, and even if the whole world's forgotten, my heart remembers when". =[

I found that in some girl's profile and I'm not sure whether she wrote it; but that's exactly how I feel/have felt for the last month. =/ Maybe it's a song I haven't heard.

Nothing good happened this morning, only disappointment.

I'm going to A.C. Moore to buy more painting supplies, I feel like painting my life away.

Hi...

Today's been another weird day. I had to go collect money for X-country outside of the grocery store and let me tell you, that didn't go too well.

Anthony and I started yelling at each other, which if you ask me, is why so many people gave money to us. The entertainment rating must have been high.

So for like half-hour we were bickering and I seriously thought it would never end, when it did. We had just made up when our time slot was over and Anthony and I had to part ways.
Which, you may guess, majorly sucked.

I love him though, even though we were giving each other the bitchiest looks. At least the fighting is healthy, it's not like pyscho-insane, so all is good in the hood.

I can't stand people who don't admit they fight with their significant other and are like "OoOo, really? Me and MY boyfriend NEVER do THAT." Really, they can just piss off, because they are full of it + should eat it.

Everyone fights, sometimes.

I guess we'll see each other tomorrow, I hope it works out time-wise.

I also went driving with my dad, which wasn't bad and actually kind of fun.

For some reason I just feel blah today, maybe it's because I have not seen my friends or maybe it's because I know I can't see anybody tonight since I need dinero and shall babysit.

I hate it when you're watching kids and you just want to go home, thus I think it's a bad sign I already want to go home and I'm not even there yet.

I'm really hungry too, and of course there is nada to eat in mi casa.

So I shall quit my bitching, wait till tomorrow so I can see my boyfriend and friends, and quit writing for now.

Yeah, so I'm here again. I had a few more things to say.

1. Out of all my years of high school, this year seems the most happy, and that's kind of sad because today was only the third day of school. Maybe it's because I'm established and aware and confident with who I am now. Maybe it's because I don't have "friends" anymore but people I know who are genuinely loving of yours truly. I loathe backstabbers, but moreover, toxic relationships. Unhealthy relationships should eat turd.

2. I can't stand people who say they have 10,000 friends. No one has 10,000 or even 100 friends. People have people they bullshit with, people they hang with, but not everyone is friends. People talk crap about you in a minute, especially in this wonderful time period of my life known as high school. Thank God it is drawing to an end, I can't take all of the fakeness, it makes me want to hurl. I do like my friends and Anthony, however.

3. Water is great. I've been thirsty lately.

4. I might pray the rosary before I go to sleep.

5. I'm happy Clay and I are friends because we have a good time together. May our friendship continue to grow.

6. I'm going to call my boyfriend now.<3

7. Then it's time for me to get some shut-eye.

I am glad today is drawing to an end. Emotions are crap, at least for me, since I have so many of them. I hate days like these where the roads seem winding and all paths feel forever. I kind of, okay, scratch that, really want to talk to someone right now because I feel lonely, but not just anyone, someone awesome like my aunt.

I miss my boyfriend, but I'll see him tomorrow, and hopefully we'll hang out for a long time. I really do love just being with him, but it's fucked since X-Country prohibits any kind of real conversation and I wind up missing him crazy amounts, even though he is physically near. The real time I love is when we are alone, not bothered by any idiot or any noise. I hate being close to someone in front of other people, if that makes any sense at all...I'd much rather feel completely comfortable with just me and that person. Anyway, tomorrow should be a brighter day, I hope.

X-Country really was bad today, I got very mad by the end. I'm working shit out in my mind...

Paradoxically, I went to the movies with Clayton and had a great time. We talked through the entire movie about all sorts of nonsense but it was nice because I really missed talking to him. It's odd since I felt an instant connection when I met him last year, as if I had known him all of my life. He really is a nice boy, and a great person to have as your friend. His smiles are always kind, and I mean, how often can you say that about people? I hate it when I am talking and someone is just shooting me this look of disgust. Clayton is a dude who I'm a lot alike and it's good for me to feel like I can trust someone again. I rarely let people in. It's easier that way for me.

I trust only a few people nowadays, and it's hard when your cooped up in a town where more people are dead and those that were alive you wish they were dead. =X (I'm just kidding) Some people are actually pretty nice here, and I do have some good friends. Others though, are useless, but that is the magic of the human race.

I am feeling so proud of myself in this moment, for coming so far from the way I once was. It is on that note, I say goodnight.

Yeah so today was majorly stupid and nothing too great has happened so far except the fact Mr. Constantino told me I'm editor of the paper! I am sitting here thinking about how I have to go to X-Country in a little while and it's pretty lame if you ask me, O LOOK AT ME I RUN IN CiRCLES<3*

Maybe tonight will be better, I fuckin' hope so.